friends are calling me out for meet up

for gathering

but i always declined them

not i don't want to out

just because i can't :(

my friends will know why

always because same reason

can't go out until late night

must stay in shop

from last time, until now

still the same

i feel bored of this also

zzz

always saw my friends are meet up each other

checked in to the fb

how good! i wish i can join too

i love to chit chat with u all too T.T

haiz

i really miss my penang life

can go out anytime, go back home anytime ;(

i had missed out a lot of meet up!!!

S-O-R-R-Y my friendss

T^T

tml going to sg d

but don't know why not really excited

haiz ;(

那天又收到interview call le

但是当天表现很不好

连自己都很不满意了

觉得自己很笨

interview结束后

心情很不好 难过了一点点

果然

失败了

哈哈哈 有一点被打击到eh

可是算了吧 当拿一个经验

下次就可以准备得更好了

:)

已经决定去新加玻了

这个星期六就会飞去

待了几天就会回来

看看那里的学校怎么样

然后看怎样 如果一切顺利

我想 九月就过去吧

做个工 再读书还是怎样

不想再拖了 时间我已经浪费了许多

但是 其实很不舍 很怕

怕什么

怕很多 很多...

可是我知道 怎么怕也没有用

已经要20岁咯 是时候闯出去

离开家里 看一看外面的世界

我知道 会很苦 很苦

但是 总要挨过去

我只希望 可以有足够的勇气来面对一切

要学习 要变成熟一点 嘿嘿

星期六飞去了过后要一个人坐飞机回来

爸爸问我 怕吗 会吗

我说 不怕 我会

其实我什么都不会 其实我会怕

怕上错飞机 怕护照证件弄丢 怕搞错程序

可是有用吗 总要学习的

有了第一次 以后就懂了就不怕了

啊啊啊啊 我觉得我长大了 哈哈哈哈

是好事 我要学习长大 要学习独立

一步一步来 我知道很难 可是我会努力的

我不小了 :(

momo 真想念你 :(

要是以后被逼分隔两地

该怎么办 怎么办 :(

finally back from kl d

spent 5 happy days over there

the living style at there

is totally different, i felt

not much big different thou

but i still love penang so much much :P

going one place to another place

by LRT, alone, for most of the times

so worried i will lost my way, or went into wrong station

the map or direction so blur la.. zzz

i still prefer sg one, easier O.o

had met bobby there

feeling so weird, we've been in the LRT together,

said bye bye at LRT station

normally we are driving ma when we wanna meet up

haiz! i miss her so badly

i wish her can be successful to get the job tat she want

and all the best to u yaa, my bobby ♥

i hope we can meet again

and meet at sg next year ok!!

haha

about my decision to sg

i still feeling not very sure, or very excited like that

still feel that living there is not an easy thing

the feeling, apart from my family, my friends

is so so so sad.. haiz

forgive me still cant be independent, can a? =(

but i will try! hehehe

tml going back to college

to take the result

hmmmm...

and gonna meet my momo de

so long long long times never see him eh !

zzzz

haiz

so frustrated nowadays

i need some advices

please give me ur advices =(

i feel i'm so bad

getting the job

but i rejected

soooooooo sorry !!

really hate one of my libra characteristic

can't make the decision

once i have the choices

i feel so frustrated, so headache

i'll consider too much

after make the decision

i'll never feel satisfied

and at the end i will regret again

T__T

i had decided going to sg someday on august or september

i wish, i will not regret!! please ! :'(

don't think so much ady, okay?

just do it! hmmm !!

kai xin kai xin jiu hao :P

gonna going to KL next week

finally, i have a trip o.O

but still i miss pg, i miss him, i miss my friends

=/

i miss you all

突然觉得很失落

昨天离开宿舍离开槟城的时候

跟大家说byebye的时候

整个心情变得好down

我怕

怕再也没有机会和你们一起出去玩

怕再也见不到你们

怕就这样感情变淡

我在槟城也生活了两年多

我还记得第一天搬过去的时候

太想念家 睡不着

一个好陌生的环境

慢慢 慢慢适应 慢慢习惯

越来越爱槟城

两年多 发生了好多事情

很多很多美好的回忆在那里

lifei cp谢谢你们当了我两年的同居housemate

很爽一下 三个女人的家 哈哈哈!

想念宿舍 也想念你们

hahahaha 希望你们有很美好很美好的前途okay!

lifei going uk, must have a happy time over there

enjoy your new life there okay

cp i hope u can get wat u wan

and has a very happy happy life okay

♥

bobby, wei tang, momo, jujudee, jc

这些都是在那里认识回来的好朋友

和你们一起我都好开心!

得空得空就去喝茶 谈天 玩

可以这样就一天过去了

一回来家里 我就好想念你们啊 :'(

很想很想你们

不开心

因为大家一个一个离开了

我自己也离开了

对自己的前途和去向真的很不明

我到底要怎么样

越来越讨厌自己这样优柔寡断的性格

三心二意 做不了决定

一下想去这里 一下想去那里

很糟糕 时间不等人的啊 知道吗 =(

根本不想离开

根本不想大家离开

要是永远像这个样子 多么好

想见面就见面

去哪里就去哪里

说说开心的事!

这几天

和momo bobby去了升旗山咯

火车满快的 山上空气也很好 凉凉的

吃了很甜的红豆冰

呵呵

然后坐船到北海meet jc吃tomyam moi

然后再坐船回来

去gurney看武侠

不知道怎么形容的戏

结局太令人无言了 =_=

在戏院里面好像玩多过看戏

呵呵呵

第二天早上收到一个不应该接的电话

让我増加烦恼 烦了一天 破坏了我的plan Grrrrr

bobby陪我回来家里拿东西

过后去吃了很不满足的一餐

smel's cafe

可能是面类不好吃

下次叫锯扒的 哈哈

然后回去继续收拾房间

晚上到neway和bobby jc唱到半夜4点

疯狂发泄 =_=

好爽啊 哈哈哈哈

回来都5点了

过后早上就睡迟了去清洗宿舍

对不起啊 对不起 >_<

过后就很没有很没有心情的准备interview

满脑子想着床 想着睡觉=__=

过后再和bobby去了strait quay paparich

又是很不满足的一餐

好难吃的鸡饭 =(

过后心情越来越糟糕

因为要离开槟城了

回来宿舍等舅舅的时候

收到momo的电话

讲着讲着很想哭

唉.........

you guys gave me a lot of happy and fun memories

i'm super happy and enjoy every moment with you all

i hope we still have many chances to hang out like that

coffee island, barbeque plaza, neway, gsc, .........

is waiting for us! hahahaha

i miss you all :'(

So sad ;(

really not happy not happy not happy

supposed going to hatyai tml

supposed to pack my things now

supposed to be a happy and excited night now

why am i sitting here

really feel so pek chek!

she really make me disappointed, so much much !

i didn't hate her, i just angry her

feel don like to talk with her

she make my holiday trip gone de

i'm really bored with my life here

everyday do the same thing

i need friends, i need dates

i need hang out with them

can i?

can i get my freedom back mou?

...

feel so pity to myself

everyone is enjoying their holiday

traveling here, there

dating here, there

attend event here, there

how about me huh

sitting home, help out in shop everyday

.....

fed up !!

12/7

A date to remember

hehehehehehehehehehehehe

thanks for your caring

thanks for your loving

i'll appreciate

what you've done for me

thank you so much much !

ta shi wo de, MOMO

:D

♥

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i'm so disappointed with my mummy

i'm so not satisfied with my holiday

i'm miss penang so much much !

can i have my freedom back?

i'm very very very very don't know what i should do

for my following few months, for my future

i just want to enjoy my holiday

go where i want to go

with who i want to with

do what i wan to do

!

F! =(

HAIZ :'(